So. As the title says. I am back with Steve. I told him what happened, what I did and why. We both said sorry and now we talk a bit more than we used to. Which is good I guess. He seems to be more into the relationship now that we talked and apologized. I asked if he wanted to, could we go back out together and well he said yes.

Strange thing though. At first I was okay with being single and being away from him. I told myself to believe that him not talking to me was hurting me and making my life hell. For two days we ignored each other then HE started talking to me again. I was all WTF and then realized that I was hurting more without him than with him. Strange how love makes us feel an act.

So now I'm excited. Only a few more weeks off school and I'm done with high school drama. June 23rd is graduation then a trip for all the 09 class seniors then BYE BYE to the real world. I'm actually excited about that.... Yea don't ask. But I am afraid that I might loose Steve...I hope I don't.

Go me! I lasted 4 years of high school with lost loves, gained loves, lost friends and gained friends. Well that's how life goes I guess. This summer should be fun. Hanging out with my family and get to see a ton of good and new movies then when September comes along I get a job and start my college ONLINE classes. I'm staying in my town for a while so I'm close to my nephew. I wanna go on his school trips with him XD.

Well that's all for now. Will have an update and things in another few weeks or whenever I get on next.

Have fun, and a happy weekend and holiday =]